Sorry folks, posting up all of the days now. Finally got back to Cali. Had a blast in the east. So, let’s move on, shall we?
The person that caused me the most pain is myself. People can create situations that we perceive as painful, but they don’t necessarily give pain out directly, unless they sought out to do so. I’m not even sure if what I just said makes sense, but my main point: I caused myself the most pain by having certain perceptions in my life.
I used to hate myself, think of myself as a lone wolf, think that I was unwanted, particularly in school. I believed myself to be a disgrace, but since I’ve grown socially since last summer, I realized that no disgrace would have the friends that I have today. When I finally came to that conclusion, my pain was immediately relieved.
My worst enemy was myself.